She smiles and wave one more time. No one knows her messy thought. Her brain. What lies inside her mind. The dark side of her.

She goes to the bathroom, washes her face and stunned infront of the mirror. She looks at her reflection. She's a complete mess. And she had enough.

Without changing her clothes she throws herself to the bed. She feels like she had enough, and soon she fell asleep.

The next morning she groan. She puts her cereal to the ceramic bowl and decided to pour a huge amount of milk there. Except, she runs out of milk. She had enough.

She goes to the bathroom and take a quick shower. She washes her face and brushes her teeth.

She opens the closet and picks up a dress. She walks to the mirror and puts on her make up.

She pushes all her fear and flaw away, she puts aside her doubt and her tired face. She opens the front door and smile.

And when she got home later that night, she feels like she had enough.

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Ditulis ditengah kegelisahan dan kekalutan, dibulan Juli 2017.
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